well here i am again ............rains just make me feel like this ......not exactly dull but like there is so much i can do but just not in the mood to
am cherising the last few days of my vacations........they just flew by i had no idea when they started and how they ended.....seems just like yesterday ...........but all good things need to end and for these goods days we need loads of money so need to earn.
these last few days have been a complete house wife......cooked three different meals, cleaned, ironed, looked after, fussed over did ever thing a typical typical indian house wife would.......kindda enjoyed it too....but will not love that for ever just too much of an outdoor person.
but wonder if i had to do it for long would i be able to???????????/nahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but am so wishing that things work out great and i work only and only because i want to not because i need to.
hope that i can turn around and say listen am doing this for fun and not to survive.

Am sure that will happen fast as we both are working towards that very very hard