dews in rain thoughts in vain life is new so is pain

words can be changed and mended but emotions linger long after words are said.
Days pass but thoughts remain people perceive words but emotions and feeling are all lost in between.
Wonder why i am all emotions today a little too much of TOK i guess.
But days have been so weird so much happing and going around that i have not had the time to stop and think as what is it that my heart wants and brain demands.
well as always work is demanding; marriage is more demanding if it can get there.
have wondered as the days pass so much is taken for granted that we for get that people around us mean so much and then one fine day we just suddenly stop and find that they are not besides us.
life is sweet life is kind;
i ask not roses from my life;
just grow slowly near my feet a say;
as i walk let me smell sweet fragrance;
if my life bloosms on its because thy sweet fragrance,
enchants thee,
what more then i ask for that sweet frangrance,
spreads around and changes me.

we have now decided that time is what we can not give each other so explored a new path ......
fingers crossed hope it works:

1. joined squash so shall spend one hours sweating like pigs.
2. dance (salsa, jive, ballroom) will add to the romance and help in diminishings ego wars.

love is great has never been an issue ........but egos have hope we manage to go through this and realise that its all vain