its the strangeness that evolves around me, the still air ...the blank looks, the weird faces.......and all of this is still not strange to me.
why because i know these people....My dad, mom husband friends they are a part of me yet so not a part of me.
I think i have come from them and yet so different.
My thoughts evade me and i wonder why am i so lonely in crowds...why is it so difficult to to know what is around me and what is it that i want......questions surface but answers float is shadows.
Days, months, years pass by and i learn but crave to know more, get hurt but want to pain more, cry but tears still flow........i have become a question that i often cannot answer...........the world around me is the same is it then me who wants more desires more why have i not learned when will this stop.