the strangness of the fact being i have lost myself again.
Its weird but every time i get a grasp of exactly who i am ......i go and do things that are so not me.......it makes me wonder ....who am i
Is it the person i believed i was some time ago .......if yes than who is this now.
life feels complete, but somewhere i long for more, more excitement, more beyond the basic life........trust me i long the bad, the dangerous and i know i know its wrong and it will not go far and i will destroy all i have worked so hard for
then why do i still desire it........i guess its my inner voice that refuses to get tame,that know i can be another person, that knows that this life is good but i need to push my self further, feel the pulse of the fast changing universe around me.
but there an other inner voice that says you been there you done that its time to hold the chains and tie them done.......no need to go that road again. Its been traveled on and experienced. LET IT GO.
I wonder if can but i know i will try & try real hard to be the new me. i will lose the shadows that lurk at the bottom of my window sill i will conquer those unchanged desires.i will be me again
Its weird but every time i get a grasp of exactly who i am ......i go and do things that are so not me.......it makes me wonder ....who am i
Is it the person i believed i was some time ago .......if yes than who is this now.
life feels complete, but somewhere i long for more, more excitement, more beyond the basic life........trust me i long the bad, the dangerous and i know i know its wrong and it will not go far and i will destroy all i have worked so hard for
then why do i still desire it........i guess its my inner voice that refuses to get tame,that know i can be another person, that knows that this life is good but i need to push my self further, feel the pulse of the fast changing universe around me.
but there an other inner voice that says you been there you done that its time to hold the chains and tie them done.......no need to go that road again. Its been traveled on and experienced. LET IT GO.
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